Don't hold back

Bismillahirrahman nirrahim...
another contengan yang entah hape-hape...
kecewa dengan sesuatu sampai tahap pujuk diri untuk dapatkan balik 'kekuatan' itu



Don't hold back... or else, you the one who would suffer.
Stop depending on others... or else, you the one who will be frustrated.
Stop trusting others as most as you want.. or else, you the one who will be betrayed.
Stop counts on others... or else you the one who will be counted.

Dear self, get back to yourself on your own.
Stop fooling around with others stuffs, so that you can mind you own business.
Just be with yourself, trust no one, live your life the most as you wish for love to come.
Don't count on loves that you have had received. if you do so, it hurts in so many ways.

Just believed in what HE have promises ever since forever. hold HIM tightly to you yourself. and DO spread the love.But don't hurt yourself as you know that HE do love you like HE did for HIS beloved.

the one that i kept playing when the circumstance are around.

tertarik dengan kata-kata syeikh dalam video ni, make me realize something that made me to move on and dont look back.

"When a believer gets hardship, he doesn't go crazy. He doesn't become depressed. He doesn't get nervous breakdown.

Why?

Because he remember Allah, he thanks Allah and he turns to Allah, and his heart is happy with Allah. So, Allah gives him satisfaction.

A true muslim can never ever be depressed. If a person is depressed, that means there is something seriously wrong with his iman. "

Betul... a true muslim supposed to never be depressed sebab sebenarnya itu menunjukkan kita ada rasa putus asa dengan Allah. Dan seriously, sebenarnya kita jarang sedar tentang kenyataan ini.
So, I DO try my best. Hardly. To follow his advice. Untuk tidak berputus asa dengan Allah..


this was just a piece of thought of me untuk pujuk diri sendiri. memang orang lain tak kan kisah pun pasal kita walaupun pada dasarnya they look really care. tapi end up, you do hurt yourself when trusting people just for them to have friends. and they dont even bother to care.

ya, betul. mungkin akan ada yang mengaggap pesimis terhadap friendship. but i have had enough of them. cukup dengan usaha untuk being better, tapi 'dipatahkan' sampaikan tahap berada di lubang yang paling dalam. gelap. sunyi. dan menakutkan. untuk kembali ke keadaan asal, untuk built the tryst again. i'm sorry to go through it. but its enough for me..

thanks for your time on this nonsense.