Bismillahh....
Salam isnin.. May all of u be in Allah's bless always... Hope that all the success in jannah be your priority forever and ever.. Because the dunya succes will be follow after..Insyallah... Have faith in HIM.
Yes, this still being my platform utk merepek, merapu dan meraban yang ntah hape-hape. Cause I dont know how to spill it.
Yesterday was one of my big day, which mean, supposed to be happy for all people that go through the day.But I am who am I. The one that I was count on was really upset me and I end my day with a very red, big eyes and it was not a good things since, in a blink of eye muka merah habis.
*ok x penah nangis yang sampai tahap nak bertukar jadik merah gitu. But it happened...!
**still can't believed it.
Mungkin sebab halang air mata dari turun.*Moral of the story: Don't hold your tears. Let it down or u'll suffer with the red eyes and face.
Sedar pagi tadi, dengan alarm yang memang da diset sebegitu and I was thank with it. Sebab sedikit demi sedikit, marah dan sedih tu, hilang dan timbulkan rasa bersalah yang amat to that person. Yes. Very important person of me.
Yeah... Rasa sedih cum marah all night long tu berganti dengan rasa bersalah yang amat. I'm so selfish and not letting anyone ruined my plan. and I end up hurting myself more and more. The way I kept myself for me, alone, sebenarnya tidak mendatangkan apa-apa rasa beruntung pun.
Sebab hidup ni sementara dan harus ada timbal balik. Give and take. Everything have the good and bad, untuk balanced everything.
Everything happen with a reason. Maybe, what had happen yesterday do give me something precious and also reflect on things that I shouldn't do. And it may do touched some heart in realizing some other heart that have had to be secure. I always pegang dengan janji Allah:
"HE will give you back what have you gave HIM. He tested you for you to know that you are under HIS observation."
Just believed in HIM and HE is the great planner for us.
entah merepek, merapu meraban apa ntah. but lastly, I just wanna say that I was faking everything yesterday. The smile, the happiness. And it hurts in someways when you do realize that, faking it was not a good thing. But until you realize, you actually need to have it done sincerely so that the world will welcome you with a warm smile.
"Fake It Until You Make It"
Thanks for everything..
Do feel free to drop comment, advice, critic or anything that can make up my day, so that, I also can learn how to improvise my daily learning sessions.
