Arbitrary [05] Senang

senang = mudah = easy = happy...

tapi, ada satu garis halus antara senang dan susah.. 

antara happy and [xyzmihs]

it is easy for those to mumble, but the other who faced it...?

Situasi 1:

"Allahu... senangnya nak dapat pahala.. So, spread the smile.." Senyum sambil berkata-kata.

"Tapi berpada-padalah." Balasan yang mematikan senyuman.

"Insyallah. Kan dalam toxicology ada kata;

All things are poison, for there is nothing without poisonous qualities. It is only the dose which make a thing poison."

[Paracelsus]

Kening di jungkitkan ke atas dengan senyuman senget dihadiahkan kepada si teman. 

"Apa-apalah..."

Situasi 2:

"Allah... Dia buat lagi.." Keluhan kecil dilepaskan. Tangannya masih melata ke segenap ruang objek ditangan.

"Ala, apa susah. Beli baru je la... Barang sekarang ni, murah je.. Paling cikai, RM300 dah dapat."

Senyuman segaris dilakarkan tanda balasan ucapan si teman. Sangkanya, tiada yang mendengar.

Kepalanya sudah membuka buku kira-kira ilusi. 

Banyak lagi keperluan yang lebih penting menuntut perhatian. 

Kepala ditala ke langit. Doa di lafazkan dihati dengan penuh keyakinan.

'Insyallah, semuanya dalam tangan DIA.'

'Tak semua orang berada dalam kasut kita.

Senang untuk ucap, tapi perit yang menggalas.' hati perit memujuk kata.

Arbitrary [04] Memoir

-the truth of memoir-

"Jom, jom bergambar, untuk rekod dan kenangan."

"tak nak lah." Senyum.

"Dah kenapa tak nak masuk gambar?" Sambil berkerut dahi.

"Tu baru sweet, sebab orang ingat tanpa tengok gambar."

Memoir can be trigger without seeing who involves.

Arbitrary [03] Pricetag

Everything comes with a price

Harga sebuah kejayaan adalah berjuang sehabis daya diiringi usaha dan tawakkal yang mencukupi.

Harga sebuah kejayaan juga adalah usaha, jerit perih yang orang lain takkan tahu..

Adakalanya,

Harga kesedihan adalah airmata

Harga kebahagian adalah senyuman

Tetapi yang tak boleh nafi adalah

harga nikmatnya Syurga adalah nilaian dunia.

Arbitrary [02] Trust

Trust is a strong word.

It comes with the one, so called Honest.

Bila kau dah paku tembok yang keras tu, akan ada kesannya walaupun kau dah tanggalkan paku tu..

Dan tanpa sedar, di balik sana tembok, ia semakin menebal. Takkan pernah menipis. 

Dan serik dengan tujahan paku yang tajam itu.

* * *

"Sekarang saya dah tau kenapa awak tak favour sangat dengan dia." 

Telinganya masih setia mendengar lanjutan patah kata si sahabat.

"Once we believe, we will never assume people will back stab us, ey.." Balas si sahabat lagi.

"I bet difference. Sebab penilaian masing-masing adalah berbeza. Dan saya antara orang yang dah serik dengan keadaan itu." Balasan yang serasa tajam keluar dari mulutnya, semakin membangkit rasa serik dalam perhubungan.

Arbitrary [01] Random

Random.. random.. random.. and arbitrary..



She built a wall.
A high concrete wall, in her own way..
To make sure no one come and hurt her.
As a way of defense.

And it is way too arbitrary.
Suits her.

Westlife - Beautiful In White

Assalamualaikum and hi... semoga kekal dalam Rahmat yang Esa.. aminnn

just wanna have some tiny little teeny things that drugs me in a way... ahha...

Oh my, my… I’ve fallen in love with this song eventhough the time is killing me right now. I need to prepare and ready for the upcoming symposium of innovation and creativity, yet this song was playing thru and thru and I am not ready to be bored yet.. I love it and coupled it with another sweet songs. Nothing to blame, I’m a girl, ey. No sweat to be sweet and no harm do.. let slip this thru.

Not sure if you know this
But when we first met
I got so nervous I couldn't speak
In that very moment
I found the one and
My life had found its missing piece

So as long as I live I love you
Will have and hold you
You look so beautiful in white
And from now til my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white
Tonight

What we have is timeless
My love is endless
And with this ring I
Say to the world
You're my every reason
You're all that I believe in
With all my heart I mean every word

So as long as I live I love you
Will have and hold you
You look so beautiful in white
And from now til my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white
Tonight

Oooh oh
You look so beautiful in white

So beautiful in white
Tonight

And if a daughter is what our future holds
I hope she has your eyes
Finds love like you and I did
Yeah, and when she falls in love, we'll let her go
I'll walk her down the aisle
She'll look so beautiful in white

You look so beautiful in white

So as long as I live I love you
Will have and hold you
You look so beautiful in white
And from now til my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white
Tonight

You look so beautiful in white
Tonight

here the video clip with lyrics...

*i found it sweet somehow

and here, I wanna share some sort of 'quotes' unquotes that I'll love to take note for me and share to whoever share the same way I did when I read it thru the storyline in my reading list.

who could walk away from their loved one? How does one have such strength to walk away? to never glanced back and check if they're alright?

I believed that, none of us can do that, without take a look, eventhough sekeras mana hati kau..! kalau rasa hati tu, cukup keras untuk taknak take a look at your loved one, sila mohon hati baru.. tak pun, mohon doa biar ada 'setitis' rasa yang boleh melembutkan dan memberi rasa yang sebenar rasa..

Tears aren't a shameful thing, they don't define your weakness, but your strength. Your tears portray how strong you were to face your feelings and let those tears wet your face, to let them reveals your feelings without caring who sees them.

yap... Tears portray how strong you were... tapi tolong jangan jadikan tangisan itu terlalu murah. Make it among the most valuable thing. Yang kalau engkau menangis, biar rasa berbaloi dengan tangisan itu. As for me, the harder you hold your tears for simple thing, the more strong you build your emotions.  Dan saat those tears fall down, you'll feel complete. Haa, gituuhhh...

Trust is a scary word. Mostly because it's one of the most fragile and insincere things out there. It's funny how some people can trust so easily.

Me. One of those yang easily trust people. It is not good. You cant easily trust stranger. I am reminded myself, but yet, hard to hold to the saying

Her Boss - LostInReading921  (thru wattpad apps)

I think, I'm done with all those mumbling, blabbering thru this rant media.. ahaks...! it's been a while since I am into this writing mode...

Stay in touch, dearie dears...

Love from Allah to Allah...

berkat..

Assalamualaikum and hi…

Just wanna say..

Jangan sesekali main dengan keberkatan…

Dan kalau engkau rasa yang - you are one of the person that can grant 'that one' for another,

Kalau awal-awal lagi tak nak bagi berkat, tak nak halalkan, baik jangan benarkan awal-awal.

Hidup ni bukan hanya ada aku dan kau.. tapi melibatkan kita semua.

I wanna quit, but one person says that

“it just only few other days left.”

Seriously, tawar hati…

Just be sure that don’t ever play with the one so-called blessing.

Once you messed, you destroy the soul..

No one ever know how the destruction will be..

But its already doomed.

Musim raya yangtak rasa raya…

Raya yang tak normal macam orang lain-seriously I am jealous about that…

Jadi bodoh salah, jadi pandai pun salah…

 Rajin-salah, malas pun salah…

On sailing – salah, tak pergi pun salah…

So, what will the feeling response to these…?